Venom Power
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Ya know? Overall you are a bunch of great guys. I don't mind a thrashing here and there. I take is as an attempt to cheer me up. I don't mean to go out and cause problems for others. I never said I would be trying to hurt anyone else. I know even though it ended on a clear straightaway with no other motorists around but me and the coupe it’s no excuse. That was stupid I know. Sometimes when people are depressed about something they aren't exactly within their normal state of mind. It's all a process and I'm trying to get through it. Just knowing that there are people here that are concerned about me (and you guys know who you are) that says to me that I am not really alone in the world like I have been feeling. This thread was by no means generated for such a discussion to occur or to reach out. I just thought I would post up something that happened on the freeway last week that would be a bit entertaining for the readers. It's not like I haven't talked about driving at outrageous speeds before. Just a bit of my feelings leaked out on the thread and I apologize for it. But since we’re on the subject I’ll say what I have to say here and finish.
Thanks for having my back ‘Z’ (had_to_have_it). I know I can always count on you for that. And, yeah 8 years is a long time, just have patience in me bro.
Jay (FastBlkSRT), thank you for your phone calls and emails. I’m always glad to see when you call me. Congrats on your new born son (Jr.). You have it together bro, keep your family no matter what.
Dave (Roktman), I didn't get to thank you for your phone call a couple weeks ago while I was on my way to Galveston to be alone. You’re one of the few that met the subject and even YOU knew in that little bit of time that I’ll do better off without. Just gotta convince myself of that.
Mikey (the Sickness), your PM made me smile. It’s good to see I was missed when I truly thought no one would notice. I know I shouldn’t think that way but you understand that depression is a SICKNESS. (No offense to you bro, just a pun) BTW, I have your numbers.
FastJack, your kind words today really made me feel better. You were right; God does things for a reason. I have your number now and will surely call to let you know how I’m doing. Hopefully I will make it to California sometime and pay you a visit.
And last but not AT ALL least, I could NEVER be mad at you Esh. I feel mad at myself for seeming so difficult to reach out to at times. I’ll get through it with God’s help eventually. I always look forward to hanging out and I certainly appreciate everything you do and say. Don't ever think your words fall on deaf ears!
To everyone else, appreciate your happiness while you have it. Peace.
Thanks for having my back ‘Z’ (had_to_have_it). I know I can always count on you for that. And, yeah 8 years is a long time, just have patience in me bro.
Jay (FastBlkSRT), thank you for your phone calls and emails. I’m always glad to see when you call me. Congrats on your new born son (Jr.). You have it together bro, keep your family no matter what.
Dave (Roktman), I didn't get to thank you for your phone call a couple weeks ago while I was on my way to Galveston to be alone. You’re one of the few that met the subject and even YOU knew in that little bit of time that I’ll do better off without. Just gotta convince myself of that.
Mikey (the Sickness), your PM made me smile. It’s good to see I was missed when I truly thought no one would notice. I know I shouldn’t think that way but you understand that depression is a SICKNESS. (No offense to you bro, just a pun) BTW, I have your numbers.
FastJack, your kind words today really made me feel better. You were right; God does things for a reason. I have your number now and will surely call to let you know how I’m doing. Hopefully I will make it to California sometime and pay you a visit.
And last but not AT ALL least, I could NEVER be mad at you Esh. I feel mad at myself for seeming so difficult to reach out to at times. I’ll get through it with God’s help eventually. I always look forward to hanging out and I certainly appreciate everything you do and say. Don't ever think your words fall on deaf ears!
To everyone else, appreciate your happiness while you have it. Peace.
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