Roy,
My attitude is good. I am scared, and I am restless. My every sense is on overdrive. I feel like a hypochondriac. Every little feeling could be something bad. But overall, I am good. I just have to keep remembering what the DR. said, I am not a cancer patient. With grace, tomorrows radiology will prove that once and for all.
The one thing I have as motivation, is my new workout that is scheduled to start next Monday. I have the perfect partner lined up. He is every bit as competitive as I am. He is my size. And he is in great shape. I am a former power lifter, so I remember a thing or two about core strength. My new partner seems to think that he may be able to show me around the weight room. And honestly, I just can not see that happening more than a week or two. In fact, on the base power exercises, I expect to be right where he is now. So that is my new excitement. I plan to continue my healthy lifestyle. I will get to have a little fun with the workout part of it. I will keep riding my bike for the aerobics part. Along the way, my Blood Pressure will benefit. And my reformed physique will not hurt in the search for my future social endeavors.
As for the truck, I am working on it. That is all I will say. The truck really is not important when you consider the other things in life. This year, I have lost a best friend and lover. I have been scared with a serious potential illness. From my perspective, I am really not worried about the truck any more. My emotional well being and my health in that order are more important than any possession.
To all of you, I say thanks for the thoughts and prayers. I appreciate them. It is tuff being a single person going through something emotionally taxing. All my family is on the East Coast. Something as simple as a Dr. Visit has serious potential to create difficulty. Just the logistics of out patient procedures can be daunting when you are alone. So it is truly appreciated to have this support in spirit.
