I am not sure why I am writing this other then to help sort out my feelings at the moment...
My father passed away this morning.
We haven't talked much for the last 20 years. We have tried several times in that time period but it was like oil and water. We could never really tollerate each other for long periods of time.
He was a alcoholic most of my life that I knew him and it didn't help much with our relationship and believed it would be the end of him. I guess I was right.
He hadn't drank in 4 yrs and then over the last 4 days I was told that he started again while his girlfriend and her son were away. He had literally drank more then I have in the last 10 years. Probably even more.
I don't have really much else to say other then thank you for letting me share with you but in a way I am sorry... Too many damn change of feelings all at once.
Wil
My father passed away this morning.
We haven't talked much for the last 20 years. We have tried several times in that time period but it was like oil and water. We could never really tollerate each other for long periods of time.
He was a alcoholic most of my life that I knew him and it didn't help much with our relationship and believed it would be the end of him. I guess I was right.
He hadn't drank in 4 yrs and then over the last 4 days I was told that he started again while his girlfriend and her son were away. He had literally drank more then I have in the last 10 years. Probably even more.
I don't have really much else to say other then thank you for letting me share with you but in a way I am sorry... Too many damn change of feelings all at once.
Wil